Oh can’t you see what love has done?..

Friday, March 30, 2007

yup, guys. you read it right! i've found new love!!! and it's not other than FALL OUT BOy"S hottest.......Peter Lewis Kingston Wentz!!! Lyricist and band bassist!! .swoon. God! im totally in luutrrvve with this guy! try to post some of his pictures! guaranteed!! he is HOT!HOT!HOT! and you know what? he is my ideal guy! he's got the looks, the body and yep! the brain! he is so darn yummy!!!! up to here... i'll continue latuh! gots to go malling!!! ciao!!

Labels: good eyes sniper, you shot me right.

Wednesday, March 28, 2007

hey guys! at last had the chance to blog. yupee! well, gots nothing to do bby. well, ryt now im trying to work at my post in my cous' pad in valle v., while watchng american idol,while eating ice cream and cake, god! talking about multi tasking.. haha! well, summer already and it's damn boring! and worse i wont get to see coheed!!! waaaahhhhh! i am sooo sad right now! boohoo! sorry if i get emo latuh.. haha! last day was kinda awkwrd though, bcoz all four of us coheedd, ordained one and lish sat down together at the soc hall. which kinda felt weird for me. kase i didn,t have anything to say to him but both lish and ordained one was kinda trying to make us talk. but NOTHING talaga. so my dad picked me up and BAM! i lost the moment and didnt have the chance to sayy bye to him!! waahhh! it was really sad! and worse i was getting teary eyed and eventually sobbed. i was so sad! the whole thing was on my mind fot the whole day and the next! i just hope he wont leave school anymore.. oh god! he's the one that's made changes in me. and still he doesn't even realize that! is he friggin' NUMB!!!!! guess all of these will just get lost in time.. anyway these feelings been nothing!! i even thought of making this compilation of poems i made for him but had second thoughts of him not appreciating it! so, im still working on it! see?? im starting to think that this is the real thing! don't you guys agree? cge, na...oo nln kayo! i mean, if this is like kiddo liking would it get this far? sorrry, if im getting kinda mushy! im just too sad tonight! haaaaa!!!! what else could he want?? (pagbgyan nyo na ko if i say this, just go with the flow or just say a flat yes,) i mean. im the whole package!!?? umaayaw pa sya. all i can say is chances come and go, it's just too bad to let this one slip from you're hands.. ok.. i'll just try to see the positive side of all of this... maybe im just too much for him!! (sorry, conceited mode) guys.. i give up na! im starting to get sleepy eh. so tomorrow ulet! have to wake up early pa, it's my brothers graduation day. see, im a good sister! even both of us fought im still going to attend his thing!! do you guys agree? yup? just put a thumbs up sign! haha! oh. and another thing.. everything thats posted tonight!, it's FOR YOU"RE EYES ONLY. so lets keep everything to ourselves. secret. it's just too EMOiishh eh! and i cant bare people to see my side of this, kaya, you guys just bare with me.. til here1 ciao! oopps, forgot to blog about CACE's house party. i;ll just try to make a post tomorrow, my fingers are too tired to type.. sorry! love you guys! good nytie nyt! <3

Labels: don't speak i knowsw just what youre saying, dont tell me coz it hurts. hush hush darling

Sunday, March 18, 2007

hey guys.. haven't been posting for how many days already.. well it's our computer time pa lang eh. soso.. GAD! i've really noticed that i've been pigging out this weekend!! ahhhhhhhh! gaining weight! I'd dread if i did! oops. bell rang! gootta gooo! Caio! continue latuh!

Wednesday, March 14, 2007

With just a lookThey shookAnd heavens bowed before himSimply a lookCan breakYour heart.
The stars that pierce the skyHe left me behindWe’re left to wonder whyHe left me … behind

Dreams of his crashWon’t passOh, how they she adored him Beauty will last When spiralled Down.
The stars that mystified He left her

What’s the hook the twist within this verbose mystery? I would gladly bet my life upon itt he ghost you love, your ray of light will fizzle out Without hope
We’re the empty set just flowing through, wrapped in skinEver searching for what we were promisedReaching for the golden ring we never let go…But who would ever let us put their filthy hands apon it?

Labels: and it breaks my ha-ha-ha-heart..

hey ms. murder can i (2x) make beauty stay if i, take my life??... GAD! this song had been playing in my head for like the whole day..LSS i guess. except that i changed the " hey ms. murder line to hey mr. murder for that uber " i can relate to this song effect" haha..i am soooooo happy today... ECSTATIC.. because i had encounterd another yort incident during our dismisal time.. Gosh! HELL week just started, and im so busy with school stuff. haaay. woke up this morning late, again. i guess a few more days to endure and were on vacation, baby!haha. too bad, i wont get to see "coheed" for the whole 2 mnths and a half.. boohoo.anyway, we had our play yesterday, and it was guh-reat! understanding's play went swell! it was NICE! (applause!!)nothing much happened today, not until it was dismissal, because one casualty just happened with moi and "IVANA, YORT, COHEED" or whatever you wanna call him! for some this would'nt be that BIG, but for moi! this is SERIOUS.. haha. anyway, bell rang at 4:10, i was so , in a hurry to go to the gym so that i would get to see yort because i haven't seen him for almost the whole day i guess. so tricia and moi! proceeded to the gym.and got our bags down, but, wait. trish's pen had a leak and made her mp4 a complete disater. so we had to clean it out with her perfume instead of alcohol. ( talking about IMPROVISING!) after a few minutes of pure hassle, chaduh! her thing, had a FEW improvements but still, it was a mess. haha! so, we strolled around school grounds to look for some alcohol, (still no signs of yort) went to the clinic and what the heck, it was closed! plan B! we then looked for sam, " ang dakilang dyosa ng alkohol" because we knew she had some. but then had none.. so after, minutes of fiddling trish and i got tired and just chilled by the mushroom seats along with some wisdom mates, and another friend hooked up! elisha... and this is when the fun starts! minutes after, trish and lish had this commotion and by then i sensed that yort was nearby!! haha. i was really fidgety but still i had to keep my cool ( so went on serious mode na lng.) so he passed by, i was just looking down and concentrating on trish's earphone to pretentd that i didn't even mind. lish and trish was in a commotion, again?! and then, realized yort was on his way to my place!l my 3rd year mates was like joining in with lisha and trisha's commotion and i was to self destruct already. but, just held my breath and played cool. what the heck, yort was really suave!! he was standing inches away from me, and i didn'nt know what to do, seconds after, hwe had eye contact and he smiled at me. ( and saw some of his teeth which kinda looked funny for tricia and me bit it was all good!)i just had to let it out and said " bye" with matching wave gesticulations. he then said ' bye. maryanne" with his very deep voice. haha. i just couldn't contain it anymore so i stood up and started punching a few of my friends espescially trish and lish! i was ridicoulus! sorry! hyper mode kase eh! thanks frappes this couldnt have happend wiothout ya. i was soooo happy! and went home with a smile. Gad! up until now. i still have flashbacks of our eye contact playing in my mind. so until next time Ciao!

Labels: faster.., Let's just get this two hearts beating faster

Wednesday, March 07, 2007

Every time I think of you I get a shot right through Into a bolt of blue It's no problem of mineBut it's a problem I find Living the life that I can't leave behind There's no sense in tellingme The wisdom of a fool won't set you free But that's the way that it goes And it's what nobody knows And every day my confusion grows .I feel fine and I feel goodI feel like I never should Whenever I get this way I just don't know what to say Why can't we be? I'm not sure whatthis could meanI don't think you're what you
seem I do admit to myself That if I hurt someone else Then I'll never see just what we're meant to be

Labels: oh if it was up to me. i would have figured out, way before the year clocked out. oh i hope you're waiting

hey guys, people, frappies, whatever. God! i am so gobbsmacked right now.. harhar. wanna know why? because i am soooo happy my blogs' done already, of course courtesy of my two best frappes: trish + lish = the incredible techie duo.. and plus, 2 guys are in our living room and according to my criteria they are hot.hot.hot! frappes..wouldn't have a blog without you guys.. anyway.. lets cut the crap... (lumalake na kase ulo nila elisha and tricia eh) im on busy mode, so i might not be writing a lot of stuff today, so to cut things short, i'll just let you spectators know how my day went.. first woke up late as always, but never late for school, had breakfast and had my dad bring us to school along with my brohers. saw lish and trsh by the mushroom seats and aside from them guess who i saw? of course:my inevitable love interest, crush, obssesion YORT lets just call him by the name "coheed'', (i wont consider you guys my friends if you dont even know who the hell this guy is, like everybody in school knows i like him. god! even the guards know!) he was the perfect sign that my day would go great.and it did. well getting back, we had our pe class and played volleyball: lets just say the whole thing went good. after, had recess on hyper mode. i lost my mind doing crazy stuffs with joyce and went mushroom table hopping, gradually coheed saw me lose my mind again . yes. after, had our next class and we were late. fast forwarding.. didn't have math guh-reyt! we practiced for our play and im playing the role of the legendary "tindera" big part eh? just being sarcastic. anyway. dismissal had come. oh gosh, my favorite part of a usual school day, went on hyper mode again.and tricia treated lisha and yours truly to a jelly tongue session, again! haha! and saw coheed again,i was ecstatic. but sadly, he might have seen me on loser mode. boohoo! and i got pissed off with my two best frappes because of that but what the hell, all three of us are back on track again! whoo! my lips got super red cause of the jelly tongue, haha. suddenly" i heard something from the heavens call me and said " pedying meree unn bawsa, pedying meri un bawsa, plizz prosid to dah min git ryt now..'' it was just one of the guards in holy paging moi! my dad was there to pick meup already, but before i'd be on my way going home sweet home. i have this habit of checking myself on the mirror and i did. went home ate go nuts and drank coke ( my daily dose of addiction) for merienda. called up trish, she wasnt home, called up again, she was there. tried to do my project in tle, and still trying.. but ended up doing a fricking post for my new blog!!! which happens to be right now. so it all ends here. tune in tomorrow ( if im not that lazy to move my fingers and type anothe post ) for another dose of the ups and downs of " maeysh's everyday life" ciao!

Labels: im hanging by a moment here with you.