Wednesday, March 28, 2007
hey guys! at last had the chance to blog. yupee! well, gots nothing to do bby. well, ryt now im trying to work at my post in my cous' pad in valle v., while watchng american idol,while eating ice cream and cake, god! talking about multi tasking.. haha! well, summer already and it's damn boring! and worse i wont get to see coheed!!! waaaahhhhh! i am sooo sad right now! boohoo! sorry if i get emo latuh.. haha! last day was kinda awkwrd though, bcoz all four of us coheedd, ordained one and lish sat down together at the soc hall. which kinda felt weird for me. kase i didn,t have anything to say to him but both lish and ordained one was kinda trying to make us talk. but NOTHING talaga. so my dad picked me up and BAM! i lost the moment and didnt have the chance to sayy bye to him!! waahhh! it was really sad! and worse i was getting teary eyed and eventually sobbed. i was so sad! the whole thing was on my mind fot the whole day and the next! i just hope he wont leave school anymore.. oh god! he's the one that's made changes in me. and still he doesn't even realize that! is he friggin' NUMB!!!!! guess all of these will just get lost in time.. anyway these feelings been nothing!! i even thought of making this compilation of poems i made for him but had second thoughts of him not appreciating it! so, im still working on it! see?? im starting to think that this is the real thing! don't you guys agree? cge, na...oo nln kayo! i mean, if this is like kiddo liking would it get this far? sorrry, if im getting kinda mushy! im just too sad tonight! haaaaa!!!! what else could he want?? (pagbgyan nyo na ko if i say this, just go with the flow or just say a flat yes,) i mean. im the whole package!!?? umaayaw pa sya. all i can say is chances come and go, it's just too bad to let this one slip from you're hands.. ok.. i'll just try to see the positive side of all of this... maybe im just too much for him!! (sorry, conceited mode) guys.. i give up na! im starting to get sleepy eh. so tomorrow ulet! have to wake up early pa, it's my brothers graduation day. see, im a good sister! even both of us fought im still going to attend his thing!! do you guys agree? yup? just put a thumbs up sign! haha! oh. and another thing.. everything thats posted tonight!, it's FOR YOU"RE EYES ONLY. so lets keep everything to ourselves. secret. it's just too EMOiishh eh! and i cant bare people to see my side of this, kaya, you guys just bare with me.. til here1 ciao! oopps, forgot to blog about CACE's house party. i;ll just try to make a post tomorrow, my fingers are too tired to type.. sorry! love you guys! good nytie nyt! <3Labels: don't speak i knowsw just what youre saying, dont tell me coz it hurts. hush hush darling